Elizabeth Taylor

Last night I searched You Tube for Elizabeth Taylor's reaction to Michael Jackson's death. It must have been devastating for her to lose her friend. Liz met Michael at one of his concerts during the Bad World Tour. They had very similar childhoods which led them to become very good friends. She first titled him the King of Pop In 1993 Michael was charged with allegations of child molestation. He was devastated such lies were being claimed about him to the point he became hooked on prescription drugs. Elizabeth Taylor talked him into going to rehab. Knowing Michael couldn't possibly be guilty of harming a child, she stood by his side. She helped Michael till' the end of his life on June 25, 2009.

Elizabeth Taylor died this morning from congestive heart failure. She is 79 years old. I dedicate this post to her for believing in and caring for Michael Jackson for so many years. You have a beautiful soul. God bless you Elizabeth. I know you can now be reunited with Michael.

The Ballad Of Narcodics

I must say that I've got one good thing for sure going for me my whole life. It is resisting drugs and alcohol. I'm including smoking in the category of drugs. I was raised to believe them to be bad. My personal opinion I created myself is that drugs and alcohol are where people go to escape life for a brief period. Those people are weak and I give them NO sympathy. More so with drugs then alcohol. Their are just social drinkers.

Alcohol I guess relaxes the user if used moderately. Though it is a depressant and slows ones reaction time. You can't take people seriously who drink, their "loose." I've seen the effects of alcohol abuse. My uncle would get drunk and beat my brothers and I. My grandpa drinks to escape the world. Grandpa drinks and drinks till' we find him unconscious and naked.

Drugs are another story all together. I'm near positive that 70% of the students at my school do drugs, whether it me pot, mushrooms, coke, or anything ells. The first two periods I here students around me talking about the drugs they did over the weekend or that their going to get high after school. Sometimes their high at school. Drugs kill brain cells! Ya it probably feels good to escape. In the end they'll kill you.

I try to distance myself from people who use narcotics. I am aware of my fathers history and overall decided that I don't like him. He did change though, I'll give him credit for that. My Mom and dad's 80's friends use and drink. I avoid them. A good friend of mine does drugs and it really bugs me. I wanna distance myself from the person but it's the person I've been venting everything to. It hurts me to see use of drugs and alcohol and I really want nothing to do with the users.

Thriller and Other Recent Events

I'm once again discouraged. At the church dance Saturday I faced a large fear when Thriller came on. I must repeat again that I don't know Thriller. As The Michael Jackson Kid people expect me to know the dances and dance to these songs. Naturally a crowed grew. It was time for me to improvise. I did a lot of moves from other songs like Billie Jean and Stranger in Moscow. I even through one or two moves from Thriller in! Overall I lost my crowed half way through the song. I can't figure out how the hell that happened... I'm now discouraged from performing again. I'm going to have to learn Thriller.

I'm irritated a lot about Jessica's boyfriend. He dresses nicer then me, he is a photographer with business cards, and he has stolen most of Jessica's attention. I feel inferior. Now when I start photographing people professionally, it will just look like I'm copying him. I used to be Jessica's best friend.... Now I'm somehow in third place. First is Alex, Second is Bethany, and I am Third... If Jessica has a problem she goes to Bethany... I feel useless and unneeded. My thoughts on this are brief at the time.

I'm in a war with many people on Facebook. I give my honest reason to why I don't care about school and I got everyone telling me why I should stay. That was not my intent! My intent was to stop people from asking by giving them my good reason. Apparently it wasn't good enough. I said, "People ask me why I don't care that I'm failing school. My honest to God answer...

I'm going to enjoy life while I have it. I'm not going to be a drone doing 4 hours of homework every night. Get the picture people, theirs war, this time with nuclear stuff. I'm not gonna prepare for a future I'm not gonna have. I'm gonna have fun!"

100 posts And An i Pad

OK Happy 100th post. I wanted to make this post special blog post but I don't know how. I got something AMAZING. I got an Apple product. I haven't got an Apple product sense that old stick i pod shuffle. It got stolen in the locker room freshman year. Well now I got an i Pad which is fun. Got some movies on it, songs, and pictures. I can't wait to bring it to school.

It' all comes down to envy in the end. I love the feeling of people being jealous of me. It's so rare. It doesn't hurt that I have an easy life. I'm lazy and spoiled and that's the norm. I like it this way, and YES, I'm quite aware that it wont last forever. I have a lot of time to work on stuff now. By stuff I mean Music and Dance stuff. One of my videos (Dance 23) is going to air in my English class. I'm nervous.

I critique myself when I watch my videos. I also make too many excuses and I see it. Sometimes excuses are necessary. Well Happy 100th post.