So It's June 10, 2013 which is my last day being a teenager. It's weird because it feels like a new section of life is beginning. I wish the young part wouldn't have to end. It is a weard realization that im getting older, I don't want to. I dont like that I can't controle it. I haven't done enough with my life yet. I've done allot of great stuff, don't get me wrong, just not enough. The last year and a half I've focoused on relationships and now that I'm sustaining one pretty smoothly I feel like taking on some other arias of life. I know one thing for sure. I'm in controle of my life. I haven't been strong about it before and I've been told how to do things and what to do. I can do anything.
I am aware that I have been putting off job crap, driving, and other things for two years. I don't know when I'm gonna go for it, they don't sound appealing. What does is a career with Machinima and YouTube. Thats what I want! I want to entertain because I know I can. I idolize chimneyswift11 and ihascupquake. Their amazing and they have great personalities. I feel like I do to. I wanna take a shot and I wanna do this. Also if your wondering, YES, you do get payed for doing it. It's not about money for me, it's about fun and love.
I'm coming home on the 15th. It's been great here and I really dont wanna go, I'm sad to go. I do miss home though. Not sure what ells to touch down on aside from this stuff... Untill next time....Peace and LOVE.
