I find myself searching for a purpose, a meaning in life. I'm lost again looking for answers and I don't know were to start. All the values and opinions I've created I now question. My entire operating system I use were I repress everything, maybe I'm wrong? That leaves the question, who am I? I need guide lines, I always have. If not to follow then to rebel against.
I just set around and nothing all day, I need something to do, something constructive. I guess maybe I should try for a job. I can't say I'm not scared of the commitment and responsibility. It's not like school were if you don't wanna go you skip a day. I also don't know what i'm capable of being able to do. I'm kind of lazy.
Personal projects are important to me too. I need to start dancing again, I haven't since summer started. I started doing the rhinestone thing again on my clothes. I still can't date yet, I'm waiting for someone special. My music is another option.
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