I'm irritated tonight for a few reasons. I miss having somebody to talk to. Sadly their is nobody I can trust at the time though that's a chronic problem I have being as paranoid as I always am. I'm probably overreacting as I tend to do. I'm lonely and looking for a soul who understands my views on life though they are changing. Society and it's rules are still my enemy but my mind is opening new doors. For instance as I was making my friend Bethany's album I was looking at song structure. Then I thought, who says I have to write my songs to this format. Then I started to experiment with it and my way seems to be working. I have a why not attitude but i'm lazy. I'm experimenting with allot of things in life right now though. I'm writing and that seems to be going OK. But some kind criticizing says if I study some other writers work I'll improve. Honestly if it's not good enough now it's not worth it to me to put work into it. If I'm gonna have a talent its gotta come all natural. Unless like with songs its fun to work for it. If work isn't fun or if something isn't fun i'm not much interested at all. I'm having fun creating and voicing cartoon characters though. Well that's my venting for tonight.
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