Today I went to Bethany's house with Jessica for a little Christmas party. We watched some Christmas shows, Elmo Saves Christmas included. I made spaghetti for the party. We decorated cookies. Had a really great time.I got Jelly Beans, Disney Apples to Apples, a candle and a drawing. Christmas is fantastic when I'm not with my family. Today was a great day.
Tonight though is a much different story. I come home and everyone starts fighting, myself included. Michael, stoned as usual walks around going "whatz up dog" and calling us all "nigga." I really really really HATE him allot. Then I get into an argument and Sean thinks he can pass judgement on us and give mom advice, like he's Mr. Perfect. Sean's a phony, he's full of crap. I'm not saying i'm innocent, far from that but Sean should mind his own business. I dislike both of them though it goes against my "let go" policy. The love in this family is no more, weather mom likes it or not.
Were all grown up and we're all individual people. We are all completely different. I hate them and they hate me. It's probably not what mom wants to here but the truth is a bitch. Michael tries to insult me by calling me "gay", and my personal favorite, "big girl." He's not mature enough to actually insult me. My last note of the night.... I hate the holidays.
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