Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Summer 2012: An SPG Summer

Summer has been long and eventful this year but I've been too lazy and discouraged to blog. Allot of people are blogging on tumbler these days due to Steam Powered Giraffe making it popular. I'm not too interested in joining because I hate Tumbler. I would like to stick to blogger but I have a compromise. So I'm gonna post my posts on both Blogger and Tumbler. So you don't miss it wherever you go. Anyway onto summer... So Steam Powered Giraffe played at the zoo again this year. Their fan base is getting huge and to be honest I find it annoying for the most part. Not that I don't like the fans but it's getting harder to know them. To me their not just some entertainers they are my friends. I love them and it's getting harder to keep in touch. Kinda sad considering the years I've known them. On a lighter note, this year I expanded my friendship with Jon and Mike. Also I had a ton of fun with my best friend Bethany and my newish friend Misty, also others. We have allot of inside jokes. Aside from them I usually prefer to keep myself seperate from the fans all together. I am separate, it's what I want. One day I was coming home from the zoo and I found out that my neighbor John died because of an infection he got after getting bit by a dog. Mom was upset so I comforted her. My brothers were stupid as usual. It affected me also. I remember conversing with my mate about it and crying. Speaking of my mate, we had our 6 month anniversary. Things seem to be going down hill fast though in our relationship. But I think that's normal for us. Hopefully neither of us dies because of it lol. Love makes me rage, then love dies and I feel empty. Maybe I can get it back and save everything....but maybe not. Maybe if I was stronger I would be able to let go but I'm not. I cry and cry and theirs so much pain. Heartbreak is worse then when someone dies, I can compare. So for now I'm empty inside. I went to Soak City a few times. I got raped by a water slide. I love the lazy river though, except when scariness is chasing me. Bethany made me fail at an obstacle course also. On a side note the wave pool is stupid and so is Davie Jones Lockers. On a super side note, if you buy food at Soak City it's worth the money because the proportions are HUGE! I got a game called Oblivion for PS3 and I LOVE IT. I never thought I was capable of playing a game like that. I'm used to Nintendo 64 and easier stuff like that. But Oblivion is amazing. Though I haven't played it yet, from what I've heard it is better then Skyrim. I started to watch a you-tuber named chimneyswift11 and I love his videos. He plays a game called Happywheeles and it's sooooo funny. I love Susan. After I watched every single one of those, I started watching The Minecraft Files. Its a Minecraft building series. Chimneyswift11 is one of three people who got me obsessed with Minecraft, the other two being my mate and my best friend Jessica. So I want to be a you-tuber. Everyone makes it sound so complicated but I'm trying hard not to get discouraged. I was thinking with Minecraft videos and other random stuff. I dont know but I want to do more then I am doing now. What I really want to do is leave, just abandon everything and go where the road takes me. I dont even care if im poor and homeless. I just want to find a new life. I forgot about Comic Con but that can have it's own post... Well, summer is over so expect some new posts soon. Peace, Love...

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