Inside the Depression
`I am so very depressed. And I have very many reasons to be depressed. Granny would be turning 70 in two days, and she was my best friend in the whole world, the one I could talk to anytime I needed to talk. Now I don't know who to talk to anymore. I would talk to Jessica but I don't want to depress her and be a berden. Life has changed so freakin much since she left me.
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My depression may also be linked to the fact that I dont feel needed. The fact that I need, need to be feel needed. Or that I feel all alone on this earth. Seeing everyone with new friends, and other friends. Feeling that people are ignoring me and knowbody wants to be around me.
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It might even be that I fell in love at Comic Con. Who knows, Who cares right...
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So I sit here with a pain, not in my heart but right in the middle were my stomach and chest meet. It's the pain of emptiness,slowly eating away at me inside...
