So technically I'm single but my ex and I are back on track in a sense. I'm still in love, madly in love but my ex doesn't feel the same way...yet. We have a deal/plan/contract worked out. Theirs ways it could backfire or go wrong. I just gotta be careful not to screw up again. I betray my ex which is the problem in the first place. I wish people would believe me when I say I'm the bad guy. I hate when my ex is blamed. I was the one who has been messing up from the beginning. Being jealous, controlling,yelling and scolding for things that can only be judged by opinion. Who am I to judge? Everything is opinion therefor nobody is right, nobody is wrong. This will soon (about 4 years) all be fixed. Me and my mate will fly off into the sunset into that good night and have an unrealistic ferry tale ending. That or we'll not anst that long and all sorts of bad horrible stuff will happen.
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