I'm beginning to have a bitter attitude toward lots of people. Even people close to me such as Jessica. I'm short tempered at home and I can't have a conversation with mom because I have no patience. Memories of the past are eating away at me. Life is changing around me and it's pissing me off. I hate change and I've secluded myself to avoid it. But I can't stop the things outside me. If I can even stop things inside myself from changing. Places are changing. People are changing. Their is a rift between Jessica and I. We are growing apart. She's out having a life and I'm just watching...
Change brings so many horrible things like death. I'm sure it brings good too but the bad outweighs the good. It brings things I don't want and people I don't want. On the other hand it takes away people I need. Like granny and my fans at school. I see an alternative to avoiding change. It's moving with it, admitting I'm changing whether I like it or not. But I won't weaken to this. I will fight this as much as possible. I've made my bed, now I have to lie in it...
Keep your chin up Bobby, things will get better. Life is about change, and you have to roll with the punches. My advice to you is know what your priorities, and work towards your goals. Also, do not fight change, cause it will kick your ass every time. Learn to change with the times, and life will be much easier.
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